There are mistakes I've made in the past and minor things I've done that I have regretted, like taking advantage of school loans because that shit adds up (and it's going to take forever for me to pay it off). But regardless of what has happened, it has got me to where I am now - slowly making progress towards my many goals in life (I guess).
I've broken down recently, like two days ago, bawling like a child. I won't go into details as to why but let's just say that when life wants to throw you a damn curve ball, it makes sure it hits you hard. Of course, I'm partially to blame, setting high standards and expectations with unrealistic time lines. Patience isn't a virtue of mine and I live in the generation of "now" so naturally I wanted to be at a certain place in my life by now. KSOLE had to remind me that my work is paying off, regardless if I wanted to think so or not. Although, his concern was my stress level and well-being since I'm working 2 jobs, blogging "full-time" (in the sense that I'm consistenly producing content and have been posting daily), shooting (photoshoots wise), and am lacking sleep every night trying to keep up. But hey, that's the whole point of hustling right? Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..
Anyways, didn't want to be a Debbie Downer on this post but reality can be harsh sometimes. Just a reminder that you've got a lot of work ahead of you but don't forget to realize what you already have too. #EndRant